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February 15, 2020

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This day was made for me, and I for this day. 8.00 am: A communion. 8.30 am: Against the wind, under the rain, onto the streets, towards the School, via the shop, for Visiting Day. The weather had begun to churn. Within a few hours, the roads would be sprinkled with a confetti of twigs shaken from the trees. The…
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February 14, 2020

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I always sent Mam a Valentine card. 7.15 am: Over breakfast, I caught up with my Twitter feed. A recent Times Higher Education survey suggests that many students consider the staff who teach them to be unhelpful, and that this causes their high rate of anxiety, depression, and dissatisfaction with life. Dr Matt Lodder’s take on the survey is both…
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February 13, 2020

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7.00 am: For the first ten minutes of the day I tried to sense the level of my health and well-being. In the best of weather, this is a gruelling day. In the present circumstances, I’d need a strength not of my own to see me through. ‘Move through your commitments, one at a time, and with joy.’ And keep…
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February 12, 2020

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7.00 am: Fixing my feet to the bedroom floor was the first challenge. The nausea and weakness returned. Today was for sitting at my desk in the warm, undisturbed, supping tea, eating occasional squares of dark chocolate, and being charitable to my body. 8.15 am: A communion. 8.45 am: I completed the admin for yesterday’s teaching and research before determining…
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February 11, 2020

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The ‘frosty wind made moan’ throughout the night. Casements rattled, doors creaked, and I awoke at 4.30 am – my skull throbbing – and lay there until 7.00 am. I’d gone to bed with a full-orbed headache. A ‘bug’ had descended; the first of the season. 8.00 am: A communion. My focus was sporadic. 8.40 am: At the School, I…
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February 10, 2020

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The storm may roar without me,my heart may low be laid;but God is round about me,and can I be dismayed?(Anna Letitia Waring, ‘In Heavenly Love Abiding’ (1850)) Sunday, February 9: Monday, February 10: 8.00 am: A Communion. 8.45 am: The daily and weekly overview. There was the possibility of achieving a balance between time allocated to teaching, research, and admin…
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February 8, 2020

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A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to rest – and poverty will come on you like a thief and scarcity like an armed man (Proverbs 24.33-34). 7.45 am: ‘Lazy, lazy, lazy, John!’, came the voice of chastening. But they were right: ars longa vita brevis. At 5.30 am, while still in bed, tossing and…
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February 7, 2020

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8.15 am: A communion. 8.45 am: I almost daren’t look in my inbox these days. Bothersome mail slowed my progress into the day. 9.30 am: Finally! Finally! I resurrected the ‘Os and 1s’ of my text for the ‘Noisome Spirits’ text. Presently, it makes more sense in its binary state. Alongside this, over the next few weeks, I’d need to…
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February 6, 2020

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7.45 am: A communion. 8.30 am: We’d had the hardest frost of the winter so far. Roofs, grass, roads, and vehicle windscreens were sugar coated. This is the first day of the season that has felt and looked as it should. 9.00 am: The beginning of a day’s third-year painting tutorials. I struck out with determination and ferocity. These days,…
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February 5, 2020

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7.30 am: Morning-tide: 8.00 am: A communion. 8.30 am: Into the fray, a work-at-home day, admin to slay, opinions to weigh: It’s the facelessness of admin that galls me most: writing letters in response to letters posted by people I don’t even know. I dislike entering into protracted debates, remotely. Face-to-face encounters enable you to look the other person in…
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